Saturday, September 12, 2009

is this the end...or the beginning?

i'd love to say that today is the last day of all my bad behaviors, my bad habits. problem is, i've said that so many times before that i simply don't believe it. sure, maybe tomorrow i'll do good. maybe even the next week or two weeks, but am i going to screw up again? probably. no...definitely. if i were perfect i'd be translated.

so today i say that tomorrow i will do better. change is a process, and for me it begins now. i know it won't be easy, because i've tried this path before. but this time will be different - this time, no matter how slow going or how many times i screw it up, i recognize that it will be slow and i will make mistakes. this time i accept these things as given and choose to press forward anyway.

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